time and space

"a little lonley and languish,

i starved myself in amguish,

my cheeks turned so sanguine,

i smiled for wrong boys in vanquish,

the world wanted me to act mannish,

conspired calling my dreams outlandish,

god, please help me to anticipate,

I'm in search for a man who says he'll wait,

who says he'll shot down that syndicate,

who says keeping me is his explicit aim,

who says he's here to repress my maims,

who says his one hug can cancel all mayhem."

this is how my teenage lingered in fantasies but 

they say love finds you when you don't find it,

but i conversed with winds before rains,

i argued with waters to wash the bloodstains,

i confronted with storms alone in battles,

i stood overboard while talking to jackles,

i held forth the reason to marry for sure one day,

and sparkling sunbeams would be then underway,

hence i orated the universe to be with you,

and put all my wisdom to unlock the clue,

to match my blue veins with the green ones ,

to fix my hollow ribs and oxygenate my lungs,

i winked at the sky when i got what i used to chase,

now i encircle in the loop of love in time and space,

- chetna 🌻