bounce back

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i just bounced myself 
back from putting my
fingers on edges, i am
hardly held tight on the 
shafts of wind turbines,
revolving likewise the 
inner child in me is 
watching her own 
cycle of crisis of life,

i just bouced myself 
back from joyriding 
down and jumping off 
the height, i am such an 
ant rotating in turmoil, 
now i can't justify why 
i used to draw circles at 
the age of nine before i 
had been linearly aligned,

i just bounced myself 
back from holding my 
girlhood to be graved
in grids of graphite,
i am such a girl too
honest to be hidden 
in curves of my mind,
still gyring in bridewells 
carving my marginal life.

- chetna 🌻 

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