holy shit !

holy shit, 

i bit the dust,

good grief,

i crashed and burned,

almighty please,

i nurtured a rare disease,

i blew the candle no 'twenty' 

i wonder why they clapped while

their faces looked sad and dirty,

sooner or later,

did i trun to their joy-eater ? 

my gracious hands touched

their skins in hope of answer,

every single touch absorbed 

guilt, misery and discontent,

this world doesn't recognise,

"swelling is the sequel when

heart is clutched pretty hard,"

i didn't realize when i began 

to latibulate distress , found 

my heart throbbing too loud,

terrors forced me to shout

to faces of walls if i was allowed,

i loved to water unhealed wound,

latching the door to avoid crowd,

i spit on floor moving all around,

dirts flushing of mouth made mound,

fuck the silence, i screeched astound, 

morrowlight of my day had drowned,

every human sings allegories aloud,

they ask why you now look unsound,

i answer "bury me, i belong to ground!"

if you cry on one's death ,

please legalise if i cry to

inquire for the breed of my death,

holy shit,

i renounced the theism,

good grief,

i died in the doldrums.

- chetna 🌻