what could be certain or permanent?

It was my second standard when I scored first rank first time in my life. I kept it for next 2 years and then screwed down to second, then again jumped to first keeping it again for 3 years and then second and then fourth in the end.

My ranking isn't even willing to stay certain or permanent with me. Okay let's leave it.

I was introduced to a new word 'simultaneously' and became obsessed to it using it again and again for next 3-4 days. After that, a new kind of pronunciation of the word 'Wednesday' came to me yet again caught my sight and I used it for other next 3-4 days. Same for the other new words which I carry today in my vocabulary.

Hey, again my vocabulary isn't even willing to stay certain or permanent with me.

So back in tenth standard, I got it into a guy finding him attractive (not the first one by the way) but interesting point is that I could dream to be ready to spend rest of my life with him. Throwing shit on that pretty teenage lust which isn't even willing to stay certain or permanent with me, should I stop dreaming of true stories of love?

Aftermath, I lost my grandpa's love , my countable 6 six friends to space and time, my home town, my school life, my dedicated social studies teacher (could be GOD if it could have existed ever), my old mobile phone, some of my favourite dresses (because of my growing weight again), some contacts and basic pictures and most importantly memories of making more memories.

They didn't stay permanent or certain with me. How can I just stick permanently or certainly to the word permanent or certain?

Despite, if I here say there are two things which stay permanent or certain whatsoever you try to overcome them, the whole I've written above will get wasted only due to my mistake? 

But I'll do. 

I can contemplate two things in the unending universe who are permanent or certain :- FAILURE and DEATH ! 

1. Everyone fails for sure. Nothing as any superficial power can ever protect creatures of the Earth to fail once , twice, thrice, upto the times you can count. 

In detail, failure has subparts - (a)failure during the process and (b) failure at the result (the so called end).

Moreover, everyone fails during the process. Then good creatures learn , never avoid and respect them and specially don't show unnecessary fucking positive approach towards them in general terms to show they're living the warmest the days. Simply, they analyse and make a better relationships with them and try to overcome them partially.

While bad creatures unlearn, always avoid, curse them and specially show fucking positive approach towards in general terms to show they're living the coolest days. Hardly, they jump into the issue and fly sufferings away from distance partially.

Good creatures hardly fail at the result (end) and Bad creatures fail everytime until they aren't willing to work upon.

Bad creatures are meant to suffer during the process and also at the result cause of not being responsible and respectful towards failure which is a big failure itself.

Thus this vein diagram of failure never stops and keeps deepening its depth. 

Failure is a permanent or certain success enjoyed by the most failed one.

 

And thus I appreciate and respect FAILURE. Even sometimes I appreciate my mother too who has transformed her into the biggest failure of not eating non-veg food. She failed during the process when first introduced to non-veg and never again tried to taste it(most probably she didn't like and was about to vomit) . She failed, huh and I appreciate it(haha).

The above example is just to revive memory, don't take care. 

2. And again everyone dies. I again remind you I lost my grandpa's love (which isn't permanent or certain) because we lost him to death (which is permanent or certain ).

Creatures who shall die one day should aspire to live all day.

Death comes to its end when it sees you and says it all to its end.

Death knows the life and Life dreams about the death. We all live because death is waiting for us every second to adore ourselves the whole.

Moreover, death isn't available in distinct types. It gives you all opportunities ; bigger than chances to choose your own mode where you'll dive into the life of desert ,so called Death .

Probably, you could find yourself at the cliff elevated very high where winds would try to touch you sensationally; where waters beneath you, believe the tendency of falling down to evolve into new world.

Or you might be in a room brightened with the dark , disappointing you harder to check your resistance. You would have books , flower-vases, beds, chairs around you describing the end of materialism and beginning of ever-flourshing DEATH.

Believe me , Death is a religion followed by all , more than humanity even. Death is holy splashing waters on your inactive faces, more effectively than River Ganga.

Death has its own limitations which never allows life to cross its periphery. Death has all bitter and dried nuts and fruits grown in desert to sweeten your tongue at the end. Death is peaceful , even more than a undisturbed mind. Death could be spritual but I'm an Atheist.

So no for the sake of land, fire ,water, air and soul ; you must die but for the death, you all shall die. 

Death is a death itself. Death has its own Life itself.

Because everyone is ordinary and specially not special. 

Death will come for sure, I'm living today even knowing it. I'm a brave person for sure. 

And if I die the next moment, I'll be pleasant about I died , learning more than ever , teaching more than ever and living more than ever.

If I live freely, I'm certainly well prepared for my certain death. 

Hence I'm a Good Creature. And I shall die.

Combining both, I find, FAILURE never dies and DEATH never fails. They will arrive , for sure. 

-Chetna 

You're a good creature if you're reading it through the end and your goodness will enhance if you share it with all your other good creatures to enhance their goodness.